Mm, using lots of herbs and oils... :)

I had some nightmares around Thanksgiving day. I had so many, my head was aching, my subconscious was fed up with the fucking torment.

And the night before last.

I'm usually up til around this time, or a bit later.

Don't really want to go to sleep.

Sigh, I read a bit from a woman that was programmed with Rose Red programming, she said she was programmed to sleep away her life basically, felt little sexual desire, and mainly continues her life for her sons. I realized I feel this way. Sometimes, they portray me as Cinderella, or Sleeping Beauty, or Snow White.