Im disgusting. 

I took too much caffeine, I'm just a fucking clown. A literal fucking clown. 

ACID IS A HORRIBLE DRUG. I WISH I WOULD'VE NEVER TAKEN IT.

I HATE THIS. IT'S LIKE A PERMANENT TRIP IN HELL. I REALLY BELIEVE I'M IN HELL. AND I'M A FREAK. I'M WEIRD. I'M A TOTAL FUCKING CREEP. BUT I THINK I AM SOMEWHAT GOOD LOOKING. USED TO BE. BEFORE I CUT ALL MY HAIR OFF. AND GAINED WEIGHT. NOW I'M JUST A MISERABLE PIECE OF SHIT. 

KARMA IS KICKING MY ASS. I DIDN'T MEAN IT. HELP.

I WANT TO LEAVE THIS WORLD. I ALWAYS FELT NERVOUS AND AWKWARD, LIKE I NEEDED SUPPORT FROM ANOTHER PERSON. NOW IT'S COMING OUT AND I'M BEING A NERVOUS FREAK. I AM REALLY SURPRISED PEOPLE DON'T MAKE FUN OF ME. MAYBE THEY DO. I AM CRYING BUT NO TEARS ARE COMING OUT.... 

I GUESS I AM CURSED. 

I WAS TORMENTED FOR TEN YEARS AND JUST NOW I AM CRYING

"I'D LEAVE YOU ALL"