Well, well, well

 Possibly infected with Corona, so, I'm gonna ask for a food donation or something from the nearby church. I can actually walk there. And have my grocery cart to bring. I'm taking anti viral medicines, and other cleanses, and trying to get well, also Vitamins, such as the famously needed D and Zinc. I should be okay soon, just my worst symptom is confusion =/

Just took my psychiatric pills, I don't like being on these things, and sometimes I think I have another disease, a tripping disease, you know, hallucinating virus, but no one believes me in this small town. So I gotta kill that too ~

Like instagram found our methods of healing unsafe, or just posted an alert, NO, I am not telling people to go get Estrogen blockers + testosterone, Lol... It's MINE, FOR ME, MINE, my way of getting better. IN NO WAY SHAPE OR FORM AM I TELLING ANYONE TO DO THIS, LOL. I may be a little crazy, but I've been studying herbalism off/on for the past 16 years, I know a little bit, I mean, I'm not a nutritionist or anything, and have a hard time eating with my meds like I am supposed to. Guess I should eat some gummy bears or something with the Latuda ~

Okay those were horrible, lol, but "they tried" so, they were a free donation, can't complain, haha; I tried to walk to Walmart but I didn't want to suddenly get out of breath or something other, I gotta just keep going but you know what? I am really getting tired of fighting.

I downloaded the holy bible app and I like reading the devotionals, like Christians writing several paragraphs centered around a verse and their real life experiences/advices. I just ordered more estrogen blockers... I don't know if I'm doing the right thing, I just want to be happy... I ordered another perfume mirror tray, one for myself, I gotta Mama one with a brush and hand mirror =) The seller offered it to me several bucks cheaper, I thought that was nice so I took it, mine has roses on it. I wish I could somehow figure out which one is right for who. 

We worry so much, forgetting there is a divine force making sure everything is going to work out fine~