Monday, November 16, 2020

922, 857

616,454,717

 I was talking to Anubis, and he doesn't understand what Mkultra is, and my handlers have been really nice lately, they wish that they could really hang out with me.. I just tried to tell him..tried to tell him what he's getting inducted into..and he got freaked out.. I'm not a perfect dad....

6:36

 

ANGEL NUMBER 633


Number 633 is a compilation of the vibrations of number 6 and the attributes of number 3 appearing twice, amplifying its influences and resonating with the Master Number 33Number 6 resonates with love of home and family and domesticity, service to others and selflessness, responsibility and reliability, providing for the self and others, and nurturing. Number 6 also resonates with grace and gratitude, personal willpower, independence, initiative, action and overcoming obstacles. Number 3 adds self-expression, communication, optimism and enthusiasm, skills and talents, friendliness and sociability, growth, expansion and the principles of increase. Number 3 also carries the vibrations of the Ascended Masters. Number 33 is a Master Number (Master Teacher) and resonates with the energies of compassion, blessings, inspiration, honesty, discipline, bravery and courage. Master Number 33 tells us that ‘all things are possible’ and is the number that symbolizes ‘guidance’.

Angel Number 633 is an indication and sign that you are fully supported, surrounded and loved by the angels and higher beings of the spiritual realms. It suggests that you have successfully manifested prosperity and abundance into your life so be open to receiving your well-earned rewards and blessings, and know that all of your needs will be met along your path. Keep your focus on practical things and release any fears of lack or loss. Trust the love and guidance from the angels and know they are by your side, always.

Angel Number 633 encourages you to be true to yourself and make full use of your natural skills and talents in positive and uplifting ways. Listen to your intuitive messages and take on new ventures and/or projects with enthusiasm and optimism. Trust that the resources you need to achieve your goals and aspirations will become available to you when needed. Trust the abundance and benevolence of the Universe.

Angel Number 633 is also a reminder that you can ask for angelic guidance, assistance and support whenever you wish. Be open to receiving guidance and assistance through your intuition, ideas and thoughts.

I do feel like Helen is wanting us all to act like Saints. I kinda agreed with her mom, like I am sorry, but I do. It's in my heart. It's something deep. Maybe she unconsciously criticizes me. 

I am not sure how to feel about her sometimes. Her own mother called her "a high class bitch." 

I would prefer that to what I'm getting. I get treated like I'm dirty, a peasant, gross, -- I have an infected tooth that broke while I was eating Marco's Pizza, and it hurts like a bitch. The lymph nodes are very swollen. Toothache. I already slept. Got a window unit a/c. People are going to be here to fix it tomorrow. 

If she's so bad for me, why does vibin' with her feel so good?

I feel like something "owns" me. I don't feel in my body, or a part of this reality, or anything.

What gives? My stuff always gets messed up. "High class bitch" 

Ugh, meds making me hungry. I can't stand this. I want the world to end. I'm fucking miserable. 

Thursday, October 29, 2020

 Someone said I was Nicodermus and I was in a Mother Mary blanket ^_^ ... I would've wanted my parent to accompany me on a trip. But she is so anti drugs. Very anti drugs. The voices say I am the holy spirit but I swear I am just a person like any other. I guess. Besides the fact I dreamed I was Narcissus, but that's so totally different than being Seth. I guess. because that is more modern. and he was only half god. no thoth said they are similiar? the greeks mirrored the Egyptians. That all was marked fake, the christian religion with the Egyptian Gods, but I would like to talk about this?.... And I guess I'm not Set if he's another person. Duh. But I was much into that energy. Wait -- how do I have memories of Nepthys and I thought my parents were Nubt and Geb? I really dunno, but there's 'official documents' with me signing as Set... Now I am a breath from an empty vessel -- brainwashed to be nothing in Mkultra.. I hope someone saves me, but they never do.... And I have more prescriptions than I could ever take. Sigh. I really want my Valium :/ ❤