Thursday, March 12, 2020

Jester and Nazi

My personalities have been changing rapidly.

They were working with John. The (re-incarnated) Nazi.

"I'm not reincarnated, I'm still alive."

Cannot have people getting offended, John.

Anyway, I think the house is surrounded by aliens and I really want it to stop. They dig deeply into my subconscious when I sleep. I am like a female Dark Vader. The human men wanted to know about female goths. We are just described as spooky nerds. Lol. Yes by some meme. So I think I am some Female Darth Vader, when I'm secretly some castrated male vampire that "looks like" a woman.

I have an adam's apple and hardly any tits. I'M A MAN.

I wonder why I was castrated. I would love to say that I learned my lesson. That rape is illegal and bad and we shouldn't hurt other people like that, but it is proliferating everywhere. It happens all the time. We can't escape it. It's always women, but people say it is men too, and sometimes it is people who can't cry for help, like a mentally challenged or disturbed person [which some say it is more common than we think.] We would love to think that these people have caretakers. Some don't, and quickly learn that the world is harsh.

I have a strong instinct for sex. That may be why I was a rapist, and other personal details I wish not to disclose in this setting.

They have identified me as a homosexual, and call me Joker. They threatened the chemicals, they desire me to work for them. I was a heartless killer without a conscious. I have no conscious.

They asked me to work for them. I guess some of the girls are pretty cute. But I'm in this predicament now. There is always the future. I think I am a good lover. Unfortunately, I am currently just a Joker, a clown, a jester moreso, for their amusement.